
As all of my slightly perturb blog readers know, I have been trying unsuccessfully to get my balancing act in order, so I will have more time in the morning to write (strictly) for the blog. In an effort to keep my promise, I attempted to retire early last night, you know, so I could wake bright-eyed and bushy tailed. NOT!!
After tossing and turning for about two hours I finally came to the conclusion that I am an insomniac, who just happens to be in denial. So my significant other and I, decided we would check out some videos on Dimewars.com. ( I love that site! It's my back-up TiVo). Anywho, I thought I would just watch videos on my computer screen until I fell asleep. For those of you who didn't know my significant other in my bedroom is my Dell. That's right, it sleeps in my bed. I'm sure this is some sort of sign that I am a workaholic, but don't judge me.
Now back to the subject. In my attempt to have music videos serve as my lyrical ambien, Jill Scott decided she would dole out caffeine. While surfing the site, I stumbled across her "Long Walk" video, and I should have followed my first mind and just walked right by that play button, but I like to torture myself. Don't get my wrong, I love the song/video, but for some strange reason, I can never watch that video with out getting a little hyper. When she sings the verse:
Your background it ain't squeaky clean shit
Sometimes we all got to swim upstream
You ain't no saint, we all are sinners
But you put your good foot down and make your soul a winner
I respect that, man you're so phat
And you're all that, plus supreme
Then you're humble man I'm numb
Yo with feeling, I can feel everything that you bring
Be honest, you got a little hype yourself just reading it, didn't you? You can admit it--I hear it's the first step. Anywho, I think my boost of energy was triggered by more than Jill's verbal genius. For the past few days, I have been surrounded by some people, who have definitely forgotten their past. Don't get me wrong, their are quite a few episode in my past that I wouldn't want to come up in everyday conversation, but if they did, I wouldn't try and hide them behind embarrassment. Everything in my past has created who I am today, and I love my evolution. Now that doesn't mean I wouldn't hack into my past and permanently delete some things if given the opportunity, but we all know that will never happen.
We are embarking on a very historical week, and it's not just because of the DNC, where for the first time, a Black man will accept the Democratic presidential nomination, but this week also marks the anniversary of Hurricane Katrina, where three years later, there is still a lot of work to do. That said, I am not asking anyone to dwell on the past, but just merely asking you all, to not only look forward, but also, peer into the rear-view mirror every once and awhile. Not for excuses, but for resources.
Happy Monday, everybody! (Now I'm going to try and lay my neck down for a minute, but I promise, I will have more postings later because I have a lot to say today!)